“Be very careful, then, how you live—not as unwise but as wise, making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil. Therefore do not be foolish, but understand what the Lord’s will is.” Ephesians 5:15-17
These verses have been on my mind for at least two months now. Though evil has existed since the Garden of Eden, we in our time period are able to see it in a much more obvious way right now. It seems the lid on this pot that has been simmering for so long is about to blow. The church may soon face persecution in a way we have yet to see in America. This is being confirmed through news headlines, preachers and other Biblical leaders, and- in a much more personal way for me- my daily Bible reading. It is no accident that the scriptures are matching up perfectly with all the messages I have been hearing. The knowledge that hardships lie ahead has totally shifted my focus lately. Am I prepared to face trials? Is my family? Are my friends?
When I was attending college, one professor led us through a book called Seven Habits of Highly Effective People by Stephen Covey. Though not a Christian book, one principle stuck with me throughout the years. “Begin with the end in mind.” This is not a new concept. In Psalm 90:12 Moses states, “Teach us to number our days, that we may gain a heart of wisdom.” David also says in Psalm 39:4, “Show me, LORD, my life’s end and the number of my days; let me know how fleeting my life is.”
There is such wisdom in this. My days are numbered whether I want to think about it or not. How am I using them? I want to be found faithful, making the most of every single opportunity I am given. Life truly is short, and I don’t want to waste it.
I think of Daniel when the land of Israel was suddenly taken over by Babylon, and he was taken captive to a new land and tempted in nearly every way imaginable. He was prepared and “resolved not to defile himself” (Daniel 1:8). Am I resolved not to defile myself? Are my children? Have I hidden God’s Word in my heart that I might not sin (Psalm 119:11)? Do my children have enough scripture stored in their minds and hearts so that they will hear God’s voice through His Word speaking to them, convicting their hearts, and showing them God’s way?
A fire has been lit in my soul “to equip His people for works of service, so that the body of Christ may be built up” (Ephesians 4:12). I pray that God keeps this passion alive in my heart to pour into my kids. There is no time to waste! I must fill my children’s minds with the Word that they might not sin against God (and my own mind, too!) Our habit is to read the Bible and pray together in the mornings. This past year we started learning verses each week directly following our normal morning routine. I am amazed by how quickly my kids are now picking up whole chapters. I am struggling to keep up with them (ok…I haven’t kept up at all really). Oh to be young again!
Each morning there is a temptation to put other chores and responsibilities ahead of our Bible time. I often feel the pressure to hurry and begin school or get to other demands of the day. But when I remember that my days are numbered, I see clearly that nothing is as important as seeking God and His wisdom. I must prepare for the days ahead.
Dear Father, You are in control of all things. Grant me peace over any fear and anxiety, knowing that You will allow only the very best for me. Lord, please keep my eyes set on You. Teach me to number my days that I may gain a heart of wisdom. Help me as I navigate each day that I may make the most of my time rather than wasting this huge gift of freedom You have allowed me. I love You. In Jesus’ name I pray, amen.